Friday, December 28, 2007
harlow,
sometimes I just feel that I didn't have much time to spend with my dearest. And I also don't have the apportunities to go out with her. sometimes it's really quite sad. sigh. how i wish time will pause at the particular time when we are tgt, but it wont and it cant. sigh. sad isn't it. well, this is love. you want to be tgt, you will have to endure all sorts of outcome it will bring. I just want to say if I have all the time I will only spend it with my dearest.
sometimes, i just feel sad.
:( sigh.
I love my darling. my one and only.
4:54 AM
Friday, December 21, 2007
Happy 5th month baby
It’s been rather fast, that we have been together for 5 months already, I appreciate every thing of you, every moments we spend together and without you I don’t know how am I going to live off in my life and also who I am exactly, baby you thought me many things indirectly which I had never get to learn before.
I know I didn’t treat you very well, or should I say good enough, I am sorry but I promise, when the time is right or perhaps when we are older, I will give everything to you. Baby love tends to get worried about you, when you are alone or out with friends, baby love felt that he didn’t do his part well enough to take care of baby darling, but he knows that baby darling needs freedom, besides entertaining me; you have a group of friends to entertain too. I can’t be so selfish, just to keep you all by my side. I am sorry :( but sometimes I just can’t help it that I will keep worrying for you. I am really scared that anything bad will happen to you, that’s why I will pray for your safety everywhere you go.
I am really sorry that you have to acknowledge and tolerate all the nuisance of me, by making you cry, making you sad, I didn’t want to do that. I felt very bad every time I made you cry or sad. I really didn’t want to. :( I know that I tend to get jealous easily, but I will try to change. But perhaps that’s inborn in me. I don’t like being like that but I just can’t. Sorry. Sometimes I even think that I am not suitable for you, not a very perfect boyfriend for you or the most ideal one, thus I will sit somewhere alone crying out thinking why is baby darling given to me, when a boyfriend or love one should not let their beloved cry and yet I made you cry over and over again. :( That’s unacceptable. I didn’t want it. I really hate it when I make you cry for something. I felt bad.
Fate brought us together, and I felt that there is a need to protect baby darling, take care of baby darling, and love my baby darling. This belief made me stronger, made me felt that you are the one that I will need to take care for the rest of my life. I don’t know what may happen in the future, but as long as I have you by my side, that’s all I will ever, wish for.
Baby, the only thing I wish is for you to be happy everyday even without me by your side. As long as you are happy, baby love will be happy.
Time flies, nearing the end of December, reaching Christmas, I will want baby to have a happy Christmas celebration. :D I love you :)
I pray for baby to be the happiest person on earth. The most care-free person on earth, and lastly the most fortunate baby darling in this whole universe.
I love you, my baby darling =D
From,
Baby love. =D
jane stoled my heart. =D i love you.
5:39 AM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i fell. :( i felt the pain. i hate SINGTEL. it sucks totally.
7:07 AM
Saturday, December 8, 2007
harlow,
hahas it's been a long time since i blog. okay i shall blog about my friday and saturday.
Friday
Woah, it's been rather a fun day, darling and i went to watch golden compass at MS, i rate the movie 4.5/5. it's rather a nice show really. recommended. okay. den after watching we went to walk ard MS, we walked pass a toy fair at the concourse at MS, saw a baby doll, my baby darling went to squeeze it's stomach and poke plus dig it's eye, den wat's the scary thing which is that baby came alive, bloody hell i was shocked. hahas.. funny lah. silly baby darling.. =D den sent her back to bugis den i went back home los.
Saturday
Darling and I went to cine to watch Fred claus, it's quite okay lah the movie, i rate it 3.5/5, hahas after watching the show we went to walk ard orchard den to ps den back to bugis, we walked from mrt out to og, den as we walked far apart each other :( she saw her mummy and we silently bidded good bye :( sadded. hahas nvm.. den i went to the temple to pray den i walked ard bugis alone while waiting for my parents. okay den home sweet home.
Today sunday, doing nth now, very tired yet bored. don feel like sleeping so shall do nth. hahas..
I love darling, Jane.. =D
my silly baby darling.. =D
jane stoled my heart. =D i love you.
11:19 PM
