The Path

Sunday, March 2, 2008

harlow,

i am not very happy now nor sad. e best word to describe my feelings now would be moodless. because my baby darling have went overseas. she will be coming back after 6 days. I slept pretty late ytd, i played games to numb myself actually. i was v sad inside. as i was playing my games, i set my alarm clock to be at 7am, and before i slept, i force myself to wake up at 7 tml morning. and i did. because i want to talk to baby early in the morning. as i looked at the time, it was 7.25 by then. I have no msg at all, i tot baby was in a rush to the airport, so she didnt had time to msg me, i was very sad n i cried :( den i kept calling her phone and it was off, at that time i was really very moodless and tired as well, becos i didnt sleep well. i wanted to give up calling her until i heard, the phone going through the last call i made. I was at a relieved that she just on her phone to msg me. so i quickly msg her, and i recieved her's straight after i sent my msg. and at that point of time, i really hope time can stop and let me talk to her more. give me more time to talk to her. but no one could stop time. den after my last msg, she didn't replied she told me she will not be able to reply my msg cos she is leaving for aiport alr. i called her and her phone was off alr. i was quite sad. because i didnt want to stop talking to baby. den i cried once again becos i was so worried and afraid that she wont take good care of herself. she's so silly, even walk also will knock things, walk also will fall down, walk also will have weak legs. she is just such a silly baby of mine. I really do hope she will take good care of herself. I pray for her safety during her trip in hk, and when she return.

after bathing, i played 2 games with my fren who lived in my house the nite before. afterwhich, we went out with my family for lunch, den to NTUC. after that came back home, mummy and daddy went out to pick up their old fren or customer from london while i went to swim with yihao and guan rong. after that we took a cab back home becos i was raining so heavily. den now i am at home, i read 1 chapter of baby's book, however i will carry on. now blogging becos i promised her. that i will blog everyday about my happenings and she will return to read.

i am gg to have my dinner later, i do hope that baby eat more during meals, drink more water to keep herself hydrated, and most importantly sleep early rest well becos she will be very tired walking around hk.

I MISS BABY :(

i love baby, Jane. :D

jane stoled my heart. :D i love you.
i pray for your safety. do take care of yourself. i miss you.

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