i want to improve. i want to do a lot of things now. diversification.
haha.
time flies. moments are captured in the stationary photographs.
3:30 AM
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
many many many days. many many many thoughts. many many many aches. many many many misses. many many many times.
secrets in the heart. wishes in the little hut. perhaps its time to movee on. (:
trying to stay happy. I know it's possible.
10:06 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
a tiring day i had.
today i went to bedok swimming complex, and i swear i wont go anymore. its damn smelly! awfully smelly.
after that I went to bedok's Sheng Siong. OMG la. its very big! haha.
next next next, went to ben's house. slacked and roll around. HAHA. then went back home for dinner. okay. end of the day. dota-ing soon. i miss playing pool, but i just don feel like playing.
maybe it's just not the time for me yet.
7:23 AM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
i hope i can control myself, i need to keep far far away from her. i don want to make her sad. and i dont want to make myself sad too. i know i cant see her :(
i just hope one day she will want to see me. okay. byebye. moody.
11:25 PM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
how i wish, i can really forget things fast. why am i born like that! ha. ok. time to sleep.
6:20 AM
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
am i sad because i didnt see you, or i want to see you.
i just hope i wasn't like that.
6:55 AM
Monday, May 11, 2009
today is a sad day.
i wanted to meet her early today to go to school with her. i told my mum to die die force me to wake up earlier, because i want to go to school with her. i had classes at 10. i woked up at 650. get myself ready, pick my clothes, bathed, styled my hair, went out house with a smile (:
but in the end, i was sad because of her. i only wished for a trip to school together with her. but i wont have it.
lionel, why are you still like that. can you change for good? :(
6:43 PM
Sunday, May 3, 2009
AWW man!
haha. had NAPFAytd, was damn tiring la. only can get bronze! SHIT MAN. but BRONZE is still fail! nvm la. can do better next time! haha.
after napfa, went over to eat lunch, den went to yihao's house to sleep! lol! cos i was too tired. After that, woke up, bathed and went to meet up with Seri and Friends, at vivo for dinner at BK. Den we went out to the riverside, cos some of them need to puff! haha. v funny, puff! okay.
Den as they PUFF and HUFF. they was thinking for me! HAHA they were worried if my hairstyle can enter st.James not. But I told them was alright la, can one! HAHA den after awhile I start to think! HMM! Later if u all go in, den I never join you all how? den felt very bad, if I couldnt accompany them.
So, I went to buy a BEANIE with Ben from ClubMarc. Den I wore to enter st.James. But in the end, I took it out! Cos its like DAMN WARM. AND one more thing I look like a nerd with sickness. So therefore, I took it out in the toilet and restyle my hair! HAHA.
But next is a joke. I went out and saw JieSheng at the smoking area I was excited to see him smoking, till I walk pass the boundary that SAYS OUT! WTF?! I was like omfg! its just 1 CM and the bouncer don allow me to enter back! I wanted to shout at him, but he talked to me nicely after i raised my voice. YEP! so i walked back again! LOL!
okay. I find st.james okay la. very very noisy! too too touchy already the dancing floor! its because its damn squeezyyyy also. so I decided not to stay in there and went to sit at the bar. after awhile, yihao told me that, there was a small fight at the dance floor just now! SHIT wasted. I never see. HAHA.
Had some liquor before entering, and had alot of liquor when i was in. had shots and jugs. WOAH! but the taste of their alcoholic drinks are not really as nice as clarke quay, perhaps its due to the amount of mixtures. HAHA. tequila wasnt really attractive too. I still prefer the clarke quay's!
okayy. I left my beanie with Firdaus and friends! HAHA. getting it back on monday! see you on monday beanie!
rarar. (: tiring day. i hope i can stop thinking about you.
3:32 AM
Friday, May 1, 2009
HAPPY MAYDAY! (:
rarar.
5:12 AM
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